I see, and I don't blame you. What you came back to in 1999 was probably a total shock for you. It was a shock for me when I came back in 2008, after leaving in 2007... have no clue why. Only a year and a half passed...But everything seemed so different, though I was so happy to see my family, friends, favorite streets... I got so tired in two weeks... On the way back when I landed in NY, I felt somewhat safer. That was so weird.